Uni has me completely drained but i get a weekend of relaxing woot!!!!!!!

Also my tooth has finally stopped hurting and my face has deswelled which is amazing.

Today I got an insanely awesome pencil case

http://www.smiggle.com.au/SM_navIWCatProductPage.process?Merchant_Id=8&Section_Id=&pcount=&Product_Id=1324516

now all i need to do is choose 2 faces for it lol

it really looks more like a doll than anything but its awesome and i love it

i also finally got season 1 of the oc after my thailand copy died, and i totally saw the marshall pen (aka zacefron singing pen) which i will buy next time i am at the shops just coz it amuses me

i started watching life as we know it and it is pretty awesome.

chris lowell does sweet dorkiness so well.

i really want more skins to watch. seeing dev on the red carpet for the oscars is such a mindfuck lol

as for season 3 totally loving the idea of freddie/katie cant wait till that develops

for fucks sake, if you are 18 years old and dont get invited to a party get the fuck over it.
don't send me an email asking for the time and address claiming to have lost ur invite.
YOU NEVER GOT A COPY AND YOU KNOW IT.
when i tell you its a small party and the invites have all be done with no more at all, do not say i sent you one.
DO YOU THINK IM A FUCKING IDIOT!.
i know exactly who i sent them to and i have the sent email messages to prove it.
bitching to my one of my best friends about it and making up lies and calling me crazy arent the best way to get me to do what u want either.
i dont understand why its such a big deal to not be invited to the party of someone you hate and who hates you. i went to his party and gave him a gift. its not like i didnt bring anything and just came for the party. and its not like he aknowledged me the whole party, or wished me a happy birthday at all so get the fuck over it. he has done nothing to deserve an invite.
i didnt realise that being 18 was more like being 8

WOOT!!!!!!!!!
got into what i wanted!!!!
and 3 days till im 18!!!
and i gets my shiny 18th present and gah *explodes*

Who would buy these?



( Fail )

its hot and im bored =[
i have been watching way too much bones but it is epic awesome so i think its justified.
also have moved into the front room as i have decided my room is too hot to sleep in

wooo! if uai doesn't have a drastic change for biomed i should get in!!!
*dances*
now i think i shall sit here watching the pretty icon or watch the baseball scene on youtube

I DIDN'T FAIL!!!! \o/

Pretty sure this is the most awesome thing ever no more english
*dances in circles*
also i has peanut butter cups woot!!!!
and i totally have a song from high school musical 3 stuck in my head.
combined with that song by short stack and my fave song of the moment what a catch, donnie.
kinda worrying the stuff that gets combined in my head.
"I've got troubled thoughts and self-esteem to match, What a catch"
sums up the way i feel tbqh

i unno why i have little self confidence.
i dont think im attractive, i doubt i ever will.
i dont believe people when they say it either coz i have major trust issues.
pretty sure the trust issues come from me being stabbed in the back so many times from my so called friends.
since i was about 8 this has been happening. i get a friend then one day out of the blue they decide im not good enough and just toss me aside. and now nearly 10 years later it still happens.
i unno maybe im just not good enough but it still fucking hurts.
a lot.

After 13 years its done...
Not sure how i feel just yet it hasnt quite sunk in

tv from when you were younger... The Zack Files may well be the most awesome show ever
ANTM... Such trash but so so entertaining
People who take dorky pictures coz of a stupid convo you had while walking to the bus then putting a hello there coz u said it would make you smile XD

Ugh studying for english is killing me. i feel pretty confident for the comprehension, creative writing and emma/clueless sections but the rest not so much.
Why must english be compulsory dammit.
i do not need to be able to analyse speeches or know what factors influence our response to the idea of truth.
ugh back to studying this pointless crap

Male possums when mating/fighting (not sure which) sound like chainsaws
i woke up in the middle of the night to hear what sounds like someone starting a chainsaw right outside my window.
from now on window gets closed before bed

I've had lj for like a year so I figure i should use it for once.
so I've been watching a lot of grey's anatomy in the last couple of days and its got me confused as of the appeal of grey. 
i mean everybody is head over heels for her and i just dont get it. no really someone explain